Post by dofferz! on Jul 23, 2017 0:29:43 GMT
What in hawknation was even happening, anymore? What had happened back there? In general? Truly she was the queen of rejecting poor Armin, unoblivious to it all the while. Besides, this was retro to the nice, memory loss Doff, so she didn't even believe that she flat out said no to the guy. But the same, she was the same, angry, hormonal mess that she had developed to within the past few years. It had been eighteen years since she had started dating Armin, including the time she had spent away from him. Eighteen years since her and Pebble split apart, and fifteen since Pebble and Levi of all people had started dating. Damg, where did the time go? Twenty three whole years since Wall Maria had been first breached. She began to wonder if all the walls were standing, still. Sure, she had stupidly gone back, but all the same, she hadn't been in eye distance of the walls protecting the inner city and its residents.
And it was now that most of her inner emotions started bubbling to the surface. She never was great at hiding most of them, but there were still things that she was able to bury deep in her consciousness away from others and even her own prying thoughts. Honestly, she wasn't even back for a day and here she was running off again. Running away was all that she was good at. She might as well just go fake her death again, but nobody would believe it. Might as well make a real one.. It was all just so... Frustrating. Just most everybody had lost hope in her, and she could tell. Even she lost hope in herself, and hope was the only thing that was truly keeping her going. Even the people who she had believed to be her friends would rather lead her to her death than let her go. Her own son. Pebble wanted no crap to do with her, she hardly even liked Levi. And Armin was just... She just didn't.. She cut off her thoughts with an irritated and quiet yell, grabbing the roots of her hair with her hands, squatting.
Who needed Armin..? Who needed any of them? They were all stuck-up bastards. Didn't think of anybody else besides themselves.. Anna and Anja and Matt proved that. Irvin and Darragh... Pebble, Levi.. Armin.. Adam probably only stayed with her for the fact that she was the only reason he was alive and not stone.
This was turning into a sappy thing, which was not supposed to happen. She allowed her balance to waver a bit to the point she fell backwards onto her butt, and she buried her face in her knees, biting down on her quivering lip. Pathetic... She was truly pathetic, and she knew it. She was no use to them from the get-go, and it was a wonder she was still alive to this day. Only thanks to them.. Every one of the three had saved her at one point; Pebble more occasions than she could count. Pathetic.
//why is this so sappy doff get over yourself you emotional little squab, go get a concussion and memory loss and reach your senses already I hate this version of Doff dang it but I just wanna play her and hopefully get plot moving, so I guess you just post something, Timur, and bah idk what I'm saying so bye
And it was now that most of her inner emotions started bubbling to the surface. She never was great at hiding most of them, but there were still things that she was able to bury deep in her consciousness away from others and even her own prying thoughts. Honestly, she wasn't even back for a day and here she was running off again. Running away was all that she was good at. She might as well just go fake her death again, but nobody would believe it. Might as well make a real one.. It was all just so... Frustrating. Just most everybody had lost hope in her, and she could tell. Even she lost hope in herself, and hope was the only thing that was truly keeping her going. Even the people who she had believed to be her friends would rather lead her to her death than let her go. Her own son. Pebble wanted no crap to do with her, she hardly even liked Levi. And Armin was just... She just didn't.. She cut off her thoughts with an irritated and quiet yell, grabbing the roots of her hair with her hands, squatting.
Who needed Armin..? Who needed any of them? They were all stuck-up bastards. Didn't think of anybody else besides themselves.. Anna and Anja and Matt proved that. Irvin and Darragh... Pebble, Levi.. Armin.. Adam probably only stayed with her for the fact that she was the only reason he was alive and not stone.
This was turning into a sappy thing, which was not supposed to happen. She allowed her balance to waver a bit to the point she fell backwards onto her butt, and she buried her face in her knees, biting down on her quivering lip. Pathetic... She was truly pathetic, and she knew it. She was no use to them from the get-go, and it was a wonder she was still alive to this day. Only thanks to them.. Every one of the three had saved her at one point; Pebble more occasions than she could count. Pathetic.
//why is this so sappy doff get over yourself you emotional little squab, go get a concussion and memory loss and reach your senses already I hate this version of Doff dang it but I just wanna play her and hopefully get plot moving, so I guess you just post something, Timur, and bah idk what I'm saying so bye